i.
I detest the smell of
wet dirt and white lilies
on a sunday afternoon
because they remind me
of Death and his friends
and they're not the cool kids
on the block that I wanna be
involved with.
ii.
my poetry reeks
of unrequited love and
cosmic kisses
but I can’t help but wonder if
one day I’ll put my money
where my mouth is
and make those words
come true.
iii.
from the day I was
born till the day I die
I’ll have iron clad chains
shackled to my ankles
and a noose made
of dollar bills wrapped
around my neck.
iv.
sometimes I
wish I had a crystal ball
so that I could see
the path ahead of me
because sometimes
Maybe Lovecraft was right,
As laying awake I shiver,
The invisible beastly faces,
That leer, unknowable, in the night.
He who said that the greatest sensation
Was that screaming terror that surrounds
Humans in the coal-black places
As they know they have no control over creation.
And while the good lie asleep in bed,
The sorcerers who were hidden escape,
Praising Gods beyond the souls capability,
To understand, as to be saved is to be lead.
While those who froth in madness scream,
Of things that were beyond their understanding,
Their dead eyes glaring back the reflections of eternity
And they know that nothing is as it sh